Don't worry, I wouldn't be saying some depressing things again... Cos I'm having a test tomorrow and I don't wanna spoil my mood before I start to study for that test... Haha...

You know, I've always wondered why people say that as you grow older, you'll experience some things that make you grow up? Yar, I should say that I've finally gain some wisdom on that aspect... Not to say that something really happened to me, but it actually happened to the people around me... Some sad things did happen to them, and made me ponder... 'Life's so short, why should I waste my time crying over spilt milk and prevent myself on enjoying life when I can? Who knows when I'll die... I'll surely have regrets as I haven't done alot of things I wanna do...'

Yes... If you've been following my blog closely enough, you'll know what I'm talking about... This is the last time I'm gonna talk about it here... I've finally given up on the two relationships I've been hanging onto... Yes, finally, you'll say... Some thoughts gave me that courage to give up any hope...

'Why should I let another person into my life? Haven't I been having a great life without anyone accompanying me for the past two and a half years (as in having a stead)? Why should I invite someone to have the pleasure of disrupting my life? I already have my family and friends (hopefully they're still around, haha...) whom care about me, why should I even bother to find someone else who'll shorten the time I'll spend with them?"

Well, that's to say that I'm not interested in this kind of relationship for the time being... Who knows what will happen down the path of my life... But really, I'm abit sceptical of it, or should I say, have a fear in it? I don't know... Life just seems too short for me to sit there and ponder over things when I might die tomorrow... So here I am, promising myself that I'll enjoy myself and make the best out of things that I can...

On a lighter note... I had a loooooooong chat with my room-mate yesterday night... It was long alright, from 12 midnight to 5 in the morning... Yup yup, broken our record again... I wouldn't disclose what we talked about, but I was a chat that made me re-think some of my thoughts and came to a conclusion on somethings that have been bothering me for quite some time... I realised that no matter how long you've known that person (4 years in regards to my room-mate), there are bound to be somethings that you didn't know about that person... Thanks to you again my pal... Sorry for causing you to have panda eyes again... Hehe... Though I'm looking foward to chat with you even after we don't live together in the hostel the next time... =P

To my friends who need someone to lend a listening ear or just a hug, you can just come and look for me... Cos I know how tough it is to be alone with no one to share your thoughts with and give you some comfort... Though I know I'm not that nice to hug... Haha...

P.S.: I'm really considering getting that ear-hole I was talking about in my previous post... Any suggestions as to whether I should get it done?