Hmm... It's still raining in NTU... Even though it makes movement around the place abit troublesome, I'm happy that it rained like cats & dogs... Maybe that was how I felt for the past few days... Somewhat grey mentality it seems... What happened u may ask... Well, I have no idea myself... So let's list it out... To see what is really bothering me... =)
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Monday 9th Jan
I was at the S.H.E autograph session since 11.30am... Got home at 12 midnight... Was I happy? Yar, I was... Only for a short while when I got their autographs... Hebe & Ella were staring at me when they shook my hand... Why? The only explanation my fanclub ppl came up with was that I looked like their junior, Gong Shi Jia... Got meh? Hmm... I guess I have to accept that explanation as I don't think it's likely for them to remember me after 3 years since the bowling incident... Well, I did get to meet them once in a while (once per year), but their reaction this time was really abit bizarre... @_@



Why was I unhappy after I got their autographs? Cos I was on duty after that, guarding one of the side gates... That was truely where I saw how tiring they really were... Selina ran to the toilet once every hour (the autograph session went on for 3+ hrs), Hebe & Ella were seen sleeping and stretching whenever Selina went to the toilet... Their make-up artist was constantly massaging their shoulders and arms... It was the 1st time I had a tinge of sympathy for them... Really, I nearly cried when they finally finished their autographing & they bowed(90 degrees) and thanked the fans for like 3 times? Gosh... We should be the ones to thank them, not they thank us... Haiz, what to do... I just wish that they can have more time for holidays & rest...
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Tuesday 10th Jan
Slept for only 3 hours when I got up at 6am to rush to the airport to send them off to KL... Boy, I was really tired when I dragged myself out of bed... But responsibility came first, as I had earlier given my words that I'll be there at the airport to give some security support... So there I saw how tired they were & vulnerable to crazy fans... I was glad to be there, even though I only tried to block cameras from taking their photos, cos I was too small in size to be their security personnel... There n again, they bowed n thanked us... Was I happy? I guess so, cos I got the chance to see them. Was I truely happy? Maybe not, cos I wished I had the power to do more to those unruly fans... For making Selina tripped & she nearly fell...

After that, I went for a lunch with my family... Cos it was my cousin's b-day... Goodness, she's already 13... That made me realise how old I'm getting...
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Thursday 12th Jan
Went to Bugis to buy something... There and then, I saw something I didnt wanna see... As I was on the escalator heading upwards, a couple was on the other side heading downwards... Guess what? They were french kissing n I saw it less than 1m away from me... It was a rude shock, thank you... I nearly wanted to get out my water bottle n pour the whole bottle of water on them, but I didn't... Now u know what u'll get the next time u give me a shock... Haha... Why was I shocked since it's getting common? I dunno... Really... And seeing that dampen my mood for the remaining day... Was I thinking of him? Yup, I don't deny that... So was I still thinking of a relationship with him? No idea, expect for the fact that it's nearly impossible... HUH? Fine, let's leave it at that, ok?
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Do ppl really get more emotional when u get older? Even some insignificant things can make me wanna cry... Don't worry, I'm not suffering from depression or pms... But the emotional problem seems to get worse as I age... Even hearing my friends playing the piano can make me feel so much like crying... Er, to the 2 people who obviously know who u r, please don't stop playing the piano the next time we get together, k? I don't wanna show u guys my lousy piano skills... Haiz...
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So much for 1 entry... Shall end here n go back home to work on my studies... Ciaoz...