haiz... wad a week... still feeling so sian abt everything... including d most challenging module i've encountered so far: computing...

no interest in doing anything at all, except venting out my frustration when playing my online game lor... everything like working against mi lidat... luckily i still gt 2 friends by mi side in uni, else i tink i'll juz go mad...

feeling so... realli dunno hw to describe it... like got so many things crop up in mi mind lidat... realli lor... mi mind is so full of things n thoughts... i tink i'll soon be crashed to death man... mi only outlet is mi blog... nt tat i dn wan to share wif mi frns or wad... it's juz... something r juz nt appropriate to be spoken of... n i tink it's nt nice to add on to ppl's burden when every1 haf their own matters to take care of...

somethings which i shd haf long forgotten abt is still stuck in mi heart n bugging mi... i so stubborn hor? haha... it seems ages since i brought up d topic, nt tat i've 4gotten abt it, juz tat... scared ppl will scold mi again wad... hehe... dis time muz sae out... cuz i realli buay tahan le... i juz can't forget him... even though he has made his stand clear, i juz cant kick him out of mi mind lor... d only time i cld 4get him was when he made mi mad at him... been trying to kip miself busy wif games n stuffs, but den... like no effect lidat... haiz... 4gt it bah... tink dere's nothing tat can be done to remove dis 'tatoo' he made on mi... juz live wif it? haiz... life suxs to d extreme for mi dis time...