boring... boring... boring... yar... mi mentality is lidat whenever i attend lectures lor... except for computing, cuz it's realli v challenging... haha... i'm always falling aslp... so much for wanting to improve mi grades... still as lazy as ever... muahahaha!

hafin band prac ltr... so sianz lor... n so pek chek wif miself... d concert is on fri n i still can't play d songs... dunno wads wrong wif mi... so depressed lor... last time at least can play a song frm d beginning til d end... nw like dunno wad... haiz... whenever i c mi trumpet n scores, mi morale will fall so low... n mi guitar oso v kns... wad a lousy musician i m... mi piano oso stuck at grade 6... feel so useless... ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

dunno y so enthu to go hme... been lidat ever since sch reopen... last time was dying to stay hostel... nw like wan pia hme whenever it's fri... hmm... tats y i dn tink i'll wan join band nxt sem, so i can go hme after mi lsn end on fri, instead of goin hme at 11pm after band ends lor... hope mi uncle wldn't be disappointed wif mi... haiz...