Depressed... Stressed... Sick... (-_-)

yup, didn't update mi blog for d above 3 reasons... wad a way to start d 1st hol of uni...

been sick since sun, d day after mi exams ended n i went hme... caught d flu bug n grew an ulcer in mi throat... even swallowing saliva can be so painful... finalli went to d doctor after torturing miself for 5 days... ended up wif 5 medicines... ha, wad a coincidence rite? if i was d usual mi i'll laugh miself silly, but den... well... it ain't funni to mi anymore...

well... went to mi cousin's prize presentation ceremony todae... was so proud of her... in such a gd mood despite being feeling so horrible frm d illnesses... she got 1st in standard n cls... n best in english wor... so i brought mi cam to capture dis precious moments... yup, managed to shoot some gd ones... of course, i showed mi mum everything when i got hme... den disaster struck... mi memory card spilt into half when i took it out frm d cam... man, i haf used tat card for less than 5 times in 4 mths, n made in japan somemore lor... was trying to search frantically for d guarantee card when mi mum showed mi her famous black face... FINE!!! as if i wanted to card to break dwn d day be4 i was supposed to take some candid shots for mi elder cousin's registration... pls lor, dey hired a professional to take care of their photos liao... does it matter if i took photos?

yar mum, it's mi fault tat d card is spoilt... mi fault tat d com is dying... mi fault tat d hse is in such a big mess... oso mi fault tat i always fall sick... FINE!!! everything mi fault rite???!!! since u feel so uncomfortable seeing mi ard d hse, y dn u juz tell mi? i'll be more than happy to move back to mi hostel for d rest of mi hols... at least i can spend most of mi days in gd mood w/o u spoiling dem...
i noe i'm stupid, lazy n incapable of producing results in mi studies unlike mi cousins... so wad? i'm alreadi veri stressed wif mi studies n ccas w/o u gifing mi dose black face le... i realli can't take it anymore u noe... since u like mi cousins so much, y dn u ask dem to move in wif u so u can take care of dem? i'll be glad to disappear u noe?! wad d hell... as soon as i tidy up mi room, i'll rot in dere so u wldnt nid to c mi at all when u come back frm work... satisfied?!