Xin1 Dong4 again... ^____^

hmm... let mi update wad i was up to todae... man, was stuck at mi study table in hostel for the whole dae except when we went out to buy lunch n dinner... tink can realli break mi record of studying liao lor... hehe... do maths until i wan fall aslp... was trying so hard to kip awake... n i'm on 'drowsy' medication somemore lor... realli wan pengz oredi... haha... phew... finalli can take a break n update liao... so happy... wahahaha...

erm... d important thing was wad tat happened sun nite lor... was about to quit mi msn when wl logged in, so i juz wished him d best of luck in his As... n he started chatting wif mi... was astonished to find out tat he has changed alot... he has become alot more mature since d last time we were together n oso alot more optimistic... i still remb hw pek chek i was last time when he was so pessimistic about everything... gosh... it seems tat i've changed for d worse lor... haiz...

d main thing is tat i tink i'm still in luv wif him lor... after our conversation on sun nite, i can quite confirm tat oredi... but... mi mind kip tinkin if it's feasible if we realli can be together or nt lor... cuz we do haf quite alot of difference... but i noe ppl sae 'luv can make up for everything'... i'm afraid tat i'll hurt him if we go steady n break off again... i realli dun wish to hurt him lor... wad m i supposed to do...? it's quite a fact tat we've alot of difference... n i tink mi mum will be against mi being wif him... haiz...