SIANZ!!!!!
wah, gt shocked tat i nv update for so long liao... almost 4gt mi user name n password... hehe... well, tats mi lar... almost 2 mths since i last updated... so much haf happened in dis period of time lor...
well, realli starting 2 get used 2 d timetable n lifestyle i haf nw, d wk quite slack n mi lifestyle oso becoming more 'normal'... in a sense tat i bath earlier than i was at hme n eat mi meals earlier 2... haha, so mi body oso gettin better lar...
hmm.... joined guitar n maybe NIE band... looking forward 2 d 1st guitar prac nxt thu... hope it's fun, if nt i'll surely fall aslp lor... was so bz n enthu in mi prev bands... if i slack here sure will feel funni 1... wahahaha....
aiyo... dis realli seems like a private diary 2 mi lor... i told nobodi abt dis site, so nobodi visited since i started dis thing.... hmmm, crapping again... wad the... muz change dis habit... hehehe...
haiz... nw realli feeling v confused n agitated... mi mum has been bugging mi 2 noe more guy frns, esp d NIE guy she oso knew frm d bkshop... wah piang... hw can i do tat when i still haf wl in mi heart? i noe i'll be so unfair 2 dose guys lor... but... isnt d world so unfair? i realli dunwan 2 make any1 miserable at all. n d more mi mum bug mi, d more i tink of wl... arghh..... wad m i supposed 2 do...??? she seem so bent tat wl is of no gd n such things when she knew he retained 4 1 yr... hey... is tat a prob 2 her? i was oso considering d chance of retaining 2 get better results lor... juz y cant she try n understand wad i'm trying 2 tell her all d time? y cant she leave mi alone in such relationship things? i noe she's concern abt mi... but hey... relationship cant realli be forced lor... marry a guy she likes n i dont? over mi dead body... i'll rather stay single...!!!
i'm considering d chance of us patching up... but... is dere realli a possibility?? if so, when shd i do it? be4 his As so tat i can encourage him along d way, or after As? i realli cant imagine him walking hand in hand wif another ger... i'll realli get so jealous lor.... HAIZ....
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Hey gal ar, y nv put a tagboard here? Put 1 den every1 can post sumthing ma. Wanted to shift over to blogspot too. But like v.troublesome. N i duno anything abt scriptin, so it'll be hard. But i haf a nice blog template. U can preview it 1st b4 decidin whether u wan to use anot. Let me noe if u wan to change. N btw, dun hurry into patchin up wif wl lah. Let him settle down after his "A" lor. N who noes u might mit other guys dat u fancy in U rite? Coz i tink it's quite a gap since he retained n still yet to undergo NS. N i can say gals during dis period (frm JC to U) will undergo quite abit of changes too. N when u step into da workin world next time, ur tinkin will oso change too. Hmm, so no hurry lor. I've seen cases like dis lah. Juz my advice k? Settle down on ur U life 1st den say ba.
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